Yesterday afternoon I heard the bad news..There has been an earthquake in Iran in Bam in Kerman and the death toll has been high:(I beilieve that everything in life has a trend...and if starts it will follow for sometime...like the bad news going around for the last week..I don't know what's going to be next!!!anyways..I was talking to my friends to go and see Arge Bam with next time I go to Iran!!!!!I guess that's done...I want to give my condolences to the families to the loss of their loved ones in this devastating incident..At first I thought I should go to Iran and help out in person but my parents told me that there are lots of people there that are helping and they probably just need a specialist..which I am not..but I could be the junior helper!!I don't know..I wanted to be the embassader of Canada to Iran for this incident (Engineers without boarder)...but I don't know who to call and where to start..may be this whole thing is just too idealistic..and never works...

BOXING DAY...
Although I really don't need anything except a nice suit for my interviews..and nice long boot and a baige hat...;)I don't need anything...thank you God for giving me all the stuff I have and I want to thank you prior to your generousity and for the stuff and opportunities that you will be giving me in the future...

MERRY CHRISTMASS:)
I hope Jesus Christ heal all the sick and in need people:)...last night I went out with one of my friends to a restuarant called Pickle Barrier or something like that;)it was really nice kinda like Mile Stones..but I liked it more..I will definately go back again for deasert this time!!!very nice looking cakes and ice creams...yummy...tody I want to ask Jesus one thing...I just want him to give me peace of mind:)I know its very general but if I want to list all the stuff I want, I have to go on and on;)please God open up the secrets that is beneth events that we don't see...please help me to rise from this confusion of mine about life...

To not think about that tragedy..I decided to go out with my friends yesterday..we wanted to go out doors ice skating but couldn't because of the rain:(so we went to see Last Samouri..it was a really emotional movie...and after we went to Marche...I like the atmosphere there..very relaxed but nice at the same time...I can't beilieve we spent 9 hours together with my friends and I felt as if it was only 4 hours!!!it was nice....today I am going to do last minute christmass shopping!!!I know..its late..but I was busy and shocked for the past 3 days....by the way there is going to be a memory talk for Shivan this weekend at U of T...which I will definately attend...

THIS IS A BLACK DAY FOR ME:(
I was just notified that one my classmates is no longer alive:(this has been a great shock to me..he was only 21 and one of the brightest in my class...he has been involved in an accident, the Tire of the car blew up and they lost the control of the car and went straight to another car..the driver was killed instantly and my classmate was bleeding very hard, although he was transferred to a hospital and underwent surgery but he could not make it.:( I can't stop thinking about him and crying..he was sitting next to me on our grad ball graduation table:( we all danced together...I got the chance to know him a bit more last year....May his soul rest in peace....Shivan I will remember you always...I hope that my best friend who is his girlfriend is dealing with this okay:(

Friday was our lab party and ISU's party...well the lab party was good..and a little game made it even more fun...in the evening..a bunch of my friend and I went to ISU's party and it was fun as always..dancing and loud music..Takin was the DJ and it was okay..alot of my friends were there and the people I didn't expect to see and also new people..funny thing was when we decided to leave, one my friends told me that one of the guys who I was dancing with was giving me hints!!!!can you imagine?I am so out of these stuff...she is good at these...anyways..I guess I blew that one up..even if it was a hint!!!!;)I don't get these hint bussiness...if anyone likes me should say it out;)anyways...and last night was MOHANDES party..and it was great as usual..I had danced so much for the past two days that I can't walk anymore..my family and I are going to one of our family friends gathering tonight and I think I will be just sitting all night;)and be a good girl.."khanoom"...but one thing really shocked me last night....that made me nearly cried..I heard something from someone about someone (y) who I thought was my friend and hounest..that really made me think twice about my life...I felt like an idiot:(I guess things happen for a reason in the world..I hope this friend of mine learn something...and I hope I learn my lesson too:(but its hard...why can't everything be rosy and nice in life...why do we need to be hurt?